I am in a weird/awkward mood.
I have somethings that I would like to say to some people, but I can't and it really bothers me.
I was checking myspace and saw that I had new messages! I got a little excited, but quickly shut down when I saw that it was just Tom talking about a cd.
The story of my life. hah.
Blah blah blah...
same o same o
My birthday is in 13 days.
Hows that for an update?
Holy shit. I almost just burned down the kitchen.
I was going to make stir fry for dinner tonight while I am work. Well I put the vegetable oil in the pan and turned the stove on and then went on to get my vegetables ready and the FUCKING PAN CATCHES ON FIRE! I am sooo fucking scared at this point I am like running around screaming "WHAT DO I DO!" So I take the towel that I was wearing (because I just got out of the shower...I am multitasking...getting ready to go to work and make dinner for work at the same time) and start hitting it out. To my reliefe it worked and now here is black stuff and the top of the stove thing and on the wall. I managed to wash most of it off. Holy fuck that was scary. hahaha.
And thats my adventure for the day.
So I am feeling pretty shitty right about now.
Things with my mom aren't going to great. She left a box of my stuff ( all of my photo albums, other pictures that are in frames, scrap book, various things like that) in the rain because "the box ripped open and I couldn't lift it into my car". Thanks mom for showing me some respect and just leaving it out in the rain. You're super.
I am really unhappy here. The only time I feel okay is when Brent it gone. Brent keeps putting me down and it fucking hurts a lot. It gets worse when he comes home after having a drinks.
I really need to get away from this, all of this.
Well..I am pretty freaking bored.
Someone call or something ya know?
I don't have internet at the moment....I'm not quite sure when I am getting it back. But hopefully it will be soon.
So if you want to talk 830-4803
I'm not feeling very well, I have had an upset stomach since last night. I slept like shit because of it.
Oh well, I have lots to do today. Like finding a costume.
1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME
(pet and color of your walls)
Freyja Brown or Bella Brown
2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME
(grandfather/grandmother on father's side first name, favorite snack)
3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME
(first word you see on your left, favorite restaurant)
stealth cafe flora
4. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME
(first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)
5. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME
(favorite animal, name of high school)
6. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME
(middle name, street you live on(if its a number, do closest name street)
Ruth Stone Farm Ln.
7. YOUR STAR WARS NAME
(first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)
8. YOUR HOOKER NAME
(first pets name and the first street that you live on)
I don't remember either of these.