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Wednesday, January 18th, 2006

Time:12:42 pm.
I am selling a brand new Game Cube (only been played a handful of times) and two games for $100. The games are Sims Bustin out and Zelda.

Let me know if you are interested via internet or telephone. 689 9504.
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Tuesday, January 17th, 2006

Time:11:18 am.
Things are good.

mmhmm.
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Thursday, January 5th, 2006

Time:10:31 pm.
So my last entry...didn't mean anything. I was just posting to post.


There..now you aren't all confused.
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Wednesday, January 4th, 2006

Time:10:06 pm.
Hello.





Goodbye.
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Sunday, January 1st, 2006

Time:11:27 pm.
Wellllllllllllllllll

I am no longer living at Brent's house. Tonight I moved in with Samantha. Hooray.


Blah blah blah



Happy New Year. This year has started off good.
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Wednesday, December 28th, 2005

Subject:update to just update
Time:5:58 pm.
Christmas was pretty laid back.


Life has been pretty chill as of late. Nothin too exciting to talk about.

I don't spend much time on the internet.


Hope all is well for everyone.






Oh yeah....I am no longer single.
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Sunday, December 11th, 2005

Time:1:05 pm.
It's funny that two people that were friends, see each other and don't even acknowledge the fact that they see one another.
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Friday, December 9th, 2005

Subject:wtf mate
Time:1:05 pm.
Mood: sick.
My immune system sucks.
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Wednesday, December 7th, 2005

Subject:disinfectable
Time:3:53 am.
Mood: relaxed.
I'm not tired...whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?!




Today, chocolate covered gummy bears brought back memories of summers at my grandparent's house.
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Monday, December 5th, 2005

Time:2:36 pm.
welll no work today.


What to do.
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Friday, December 2nd, 2005

Subject:Lets get personal......
Time:2:10 am.
I got my car back today. Hoorah! The total for everything ended up at $500. Yikes. But it runs better than ever and I have never been so excited to have my car back.

Tonight was good. Saw RENT, I liked it...I even shed some tears.




I am deciding to share something from my "real journal" (actual writing with a pen on a piece of paper) and if any of you have questions about my latest entry this should sum it up.

It's been a while but it happened, I had an anxiety attack last night. A pretty bad one I might add. This one was kind of different, for the first time I wanted something that would calm me. Let it be alcohol or a drug of some sort...even a sleeping aid. I wanted it bad, because I didn't want to feel what I was feeling anymore. And then I started thinking "this is how people become alcholics and drug abusers, they can't handle their problems and cover them up with a temporary relief." Along with the same thought an even scarier thought came..."If I keep going like this I am going to end up like my mom (a alcoholic) or my dad (a drug abuser)." Neither of those paths I want to take. I know that I am a much better place in my life than my mom was at my age, but it's hard not to think about how some things would be easier if I just slid into the same self destructive path as her..... Needless to say I made it through without any extra help.


Wooo..getting personal there. Along with my regular journal I keep an journal of my anxiety. When I was seeing a counselor she said that it would help being able to keep track of what triggers them and how I deal with it. I've stopped seeing the counselor but continue the journal, because I think that it does help.



Blah blah blah...is it over yet? :)
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Thursday, December 1st, 2005

Time:12:11 am.
Mood: anxious.
can't focus can't breathe can't focus can't breathe can't focus can't breathe can't focus can't breathe cant' focus can't breathe can'te focus can't breathe can't focus can't breathe can't focus can't breathe can't focus can't breathe can't focus can't breathe can't focus can't breathe can't focus can't breathe can't focus can't breathe can't focus can't breathe.
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Tuesday, November 29th, 2005

Time:3:03 pm.
Well no car today. Maybe tomorrow.


Ugh.
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Monday, November 28th, 2005

Time:7:57 pm.
Mood: not happy.
I seem to have worst luck when it comes to life.

So today I was going to get my tire fixed on my car, finally. So when I went they told me that it was a three hour wait and that I should just come back around 4. Sooooooo I hung around town for a while with Taylor. Then we went back to the tire place. I get there at tell me that it's a 3 hour wait, but this time they tell me that if I wanted to just leave the tire there and pick it up in the morning that I could. So I get in my car and move it...turn my car off...remove tire from trunk...get back into my car...try to start car......nothing. So we sit there for a while and they try to start my car.

Anyways there was no luck..they think that it's the starter or a bad connection. They don't do any of that. Sooo I have to find some place that will fix my car and then have my car towed. Luckly my dad is going to help me out since I don't have the money to fix my car.

Sooo...does anyone know of a mechanic that will fix my car for decent price/ is in bremerton since towing is going to be expensive if I have to go far?

This needs to be done faaast.

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I hope it doesn't snow. I hate snow.


Anyways. I had a great birthday thank you all that contributed.
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Saturday, November 26th, 2005

Subject:It's my Birthday!
Time:4:14 am.
Sooo far my birthday has been excellent. At midnight it was Dylan, Archelle, and Charley sitting at shari's. Then we parted with Charley and we went bowling. I had a lot of fun, plus not having to pay for it makes it even better (Thanks Jn)! Lots of laughs and good times.

I hope the rest of the day goes as well as it has been!


I work today 10 - 5 you should all come in and say Hi and Happy Birthday...cause it would make me smile a whole lot!


Oh yeah. On the way to shari's from Barnes and Nobles my car got a flat tire! Dylan to the rescue he put my spare on! Thanks Dylan!


I think I shall sleep now.
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Thursday, November 24th, 2005

Time:10:08 pm.
Yesterday Dylan and I went and saw Fiona Apple. Amazing. She played every song that I wanted to hear. I would love to see her again. After the show was a hoot. We met up with Chris S. and Samina (sp?) and the Katie (?) and ate some food. Good laughs. I had a great time. Thank you.


Today was good. I helped with the cooking (that took all day). It was weird spending Thanksgiving without my mom or dad. I talked to my mom and she spent Thanksgiving alone, that made me feel miserable. If I would have known that she was going to be alone I would have spent it with her.

I got a birthday present early. CD player for my car!!!! No more fussing with batteries while I am driving!! yaya!


I work tomorrow and I REALLY don't want to. First big shopping day of the holiday season. The mall is going to be a mad house, if you can avoid going to the mall do it.


Hmmm..thats it. Tata.

Oh yeah...I want to see RENT this week, anyone interested in going?
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Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005

Time:2:14 am.
Caaaaaaaaan't sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.


P.S. 3 Days till my birthday.
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Friday, November 18th, 2005

Time:6:16 pm.
I got a cell phone today! 360-689-9504 is the number!
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Time:3:42 am.
Holy crap.

The new Harry Potter movie is sooooo goood! I loved every second of it!
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Thursday, November 17th, 2005

Subject:refresh refresh refresh
Time:12:50 am.
I shouldn't have fallen asleep after work. Now I'm awake. Oh well...I have Sex and the City to keep me company.
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