December 30th, 2002

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I'm No Good At Conversation

I have noticed....especially tonight that I am not good with making conversation...I never know what to talk about. I am going to try and work on that.

Tonight I have had way to much time to think about things..and it has put me into a sad really sad. I don't know what it is...I haven't really felt like this in a long time. Something that might be adding to not being able to get out of the house. I felt like this in the summer, when I was stuck at home all the time. I like to be able to get out, not having my liscence is a major part in this and knowing that all that I have to do is go in and take my tests makes me kind of anxious.
gah..I don't like this....

I need something to do New Years Eve/ mom is going to be gone with her boyfriend...and that would be really depressing to be here by myself that night. I would cry.

sorry for the babbling...
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