I am in a hole, I am so lost. One thing that is a major part in this is not being able to see Vern. It has been like 3 weeks since the last time that I saw him. It kind of makes things difficult.
There is so much that I am confused about but there is so much in my head that I can not even seem to take one thought at a time. Soon as I figure something out, or I get something going it ruined...something always gets in the way. I am tired of the same things...always. I am in need of change, more time out.