September 6th, 2002

My eyes

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I try to help I really do. But it doesn't seem like it will help. There really isn't a lot that I can say. I said all that I could...and I think that I will just repeating myself. Let me know if there is anything that I can do.

Man, I am having some problems tonight...

I try to talk to him, and be nice...try and build a friendship but like it seems like that isn't what he wants even though he says different. And it really bugs me, it's like what am I trying for, if he isn't even going to make an effort. So maybe I am just going to give up on that. Though I don't want to, but what else can I do?

On a happier note, I am thinking that I am getting better with my self-esteem issues. I have talked to a few people and they always make me feel better for the time being. It's something that is going to take time, but if that is what it takes then ok. And taking those pictures today made me feel pretty good tady too, I liked the way that they turned out.

Monday is going to be great! I can't wait to see if anyone reacts to it. haha..
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