August 27th, 2002

My eyes

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It's so overwhelming. To think about the past couple of nights and think about everything that I was thinking about. Makes me want to cry again. I really don't like crying. So many ups and downs...but I guess thats what life is about. but what for? I should try like going to sleep before like this depressing mood sets in and I want to cry. But what if it's better that I just let it out?