August 10th, 2002

My eyes

"Suicide Hotline...please hold."

"Clean laundry helps the confidence level, which helps the self image, which helps um, you win games, which makes you rich, which leads to greed, which leads to more money!!!, Which causes immense spending, which then triggers high anxiety, which causes a heart attack at the age of 31 and puts you in a coma for 10 years while you lose all of your money and you start at the beginning again"

I feel terrible right now...why? I don't know. I should be happy, jumping for joy...but I am not. I mean I am happy, and it was a lot of fun but like...Bah! I don't know, things are so confusing all the time. I wish that things were just easier. you know what I mean?
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My eyes


After today I am feeling a lot better about things. I thought that if I was to see him today that things were going to really weird, but it wasn't, and I am not as worried about things. I think that one thing that really help me out about it was that I talked to Sam and Tim about it. I don't know. I just feel better.

So yay! I get to get up at 6:30 in the morning to go and help chop wood with my mom and a bunch of other people out in Hansvill (sp?). This should be really really fun! Oh well.

I saw the movie signs. Very good movie. I would go and see it agian. So if anyone wants to go and see it, just let me know.

well I don't have anything else to say.
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